36. I’m probably wrong in doing this but I stop myself from trying because I realize that I need other people in my life more than they need me and I hate it.
35. I wonder a lot if anyone cares a lot. I don’t think they do. But I guess I’m alright with that. Sometimes being alone and lonely is a good thing.
34. I find it pretty cool that I live a town away from where F. Scott Fitzgerald lived when he was on Long Island.
33. I can’t tell if I’m super insecure or super emotional. or both. probably both.
32. I need the people in my life way more than they need or want me.
31. I’m so insecure about where I stand with someone and it freakin sucks. I’m never positive about how close someone considers me to be with them. Like I doubt even when someone says we’re best friends. there are very few people I truly know with all my heart that we’re friends. gah, I hate being insecure.
30. I don’t deal with loneliness very well especially for an only child.
29. The first person that ever told me to blog was Ned Vizzini, the author of It’s Kind of a Funny Story.
28. I think people underestimate me. Like the things I do and feel. They don’t realize how much I can, how much I will do.
27. I’ve become more scared of approaching people lately.
